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Allison's Livejournal  Wow! I am so tired. Nevermind. Good Night! So I just found out yesterday that my boyfriend will definately be joining the Navy. He told me from the begginning that he would be. So I have had plenty of time to get used to the idea of it. He will be leaving in either May or June as of right now. He thinks it will be May. I am so nervous and scared. I don't know what to do or how to handle it. I wish it was easier. I love him so much. We have been living together since September of 08. We will be together two years this coming August. I just know that he is the one. He is just so right for me. I am just so scared to be without him though. I know I shouldn't be. I hope Cynthia will come back down here and move in with me. She will keep me busy while he is away. I need that. Being here alone would be too hard. It would be too scary. I love you so much Philip. You are the best thing ever to come into my life. I want to evetually be your wife. I want to have your kids. I want to grow old and grey with you. I want to travel with you around the world. I will be here waiting for you. Well I am super tired and will need to go to bed soon because tomorrow is Friday and I have to work. 8:00 to 5:30. Plus the big boss will be there. Yikes!! After work my friends and I are all going bowling. Philip says he might even bowl!! Wow! Saturday morning I be going to the Heartwalk. 3 miles. Fun! Philip was going to go but he has to work. :( Oh well. At least I will be doing something for the greater good. yay!! I just need to keep busy. Current mood:  contemplative.Current music: My Zune!. I don't usually have the time to type on this thing. I am just bored i guess. Does anybody even get on here anymore???? Current mood:  blah.Current music: tv. Well Well Well if it isn't me!!! lol. j/k. I am in one of those weird moods. It just occured to me last night that I have not written in this thing in forever. I might need to do that. I am going through a lot right now. New school. No friends. Well i have "friends" just not those everyday call me hang out kind of friends. I am kind of lonely. I am not doing too well in classes either. So I know most of the people who used to be on here aren't anymore. I know why too. Reasons why I haven't postest much as well. Well for those who don't know... I am engaged!!! Now dont' think the wedding is next week or anything like that... There will be no wedding for a couple of years... I am going to finish school. Oh and i finally realised what I am going to do with my life. I am going to be a Spanish Teacher as Ocean Springs... Hopefully the High School... I really dont' want to work with the younger grades. Ok so now that my fingers are tingling from typing so much in a short timeframe.. i will say goodday to you all and i might write back here in another 6 months or so.. :) ttyl Current mood:  drained.Current music: Quiet Noise of the library.
I can not stand my step dad... he is such an ass... I love my lil sister to death but she has be the most horrid child today... and i got "yelled" by him cuz of her... gosh... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... Well i just wanted to let that all out.... So anyways... I don't know if I posted that me and jared broke up again.. yeah.. but I am fine.. we are friends... I actually was thinking about breaking up with him before he broke up with me. Maybe we're not meant to be together... New News: I have a new guy but we are not official yet.. he is nice... but we are going to stay on the DL for a while... but i will tell everone in time... k ... well i have to go.... Love for all.. kisses for all... hugs for all.... allison Current mood:  aggravated.Current music: 525,600 Minutes~ Rent Soundtrack. What is it about life. Some people just can't win. Well for all those who don't know: I'm single. He broke it off with me. I am not mad, I am not going to say things like before. To be completely honest. I didn't want to break up. It was his choice. He wasn't happy. I love him so I should be happy if he is happy now. I am not going to date for a while. I will try the single scene. I am not saying I am happy about this, but I feel like being a little more mature about it. I will be nice to him. In fact I will try to be friends with him, Maybe it won't work for awhile, but eventually I do want him as a friend again. I have been listening to Carrie Underwood. She has some pretty good music. I love her song: Jesus, Take the Wheel, and Starts With Goodbye. Here are some exerts from some of her songs that are helping me: Jesus, Take the Wheel: (Chorus) Jesus take the wheel Take it from my hands 'Cause I can't do this on my own I'm letting go Give me one more chance Save me from this road I'm on Jesus take the wheel Some Hearts: Some hearts They just get all the right breaks Some hearts have the stars on their side Some hearts, they just have it so easy Some hearts just get lucky sometimes Some hearts just get lucky sometimes Even hearts like mine Get lucky, lucky sometimes Lessons Learned: From every tear that had to fall from my eyes From every day I wondered how I’d get through the night From every change life has thrown me I’m thankful for every break in my heart I’m grateful for every scar Some pages turned, some bridges burned But there were lessons learned Starts With Goodbye: Chorus: i guess it’s gonna have to hurt I guess i’m gonna have to cry And let go of some things i’ve loved To get to the other side I guess it’s gonna break me down Like falling when you’re trying to fly It’s sad, but moving on with the rest of your life Starts with goodbye Current mood: drained.Current music: Carrie Underwood ~ Starts With Goodbye.
Current mood: blah.Current music: Fight for All the Wrong Reasons ~ Nickelback. Hey, I am talking to a drunk friend on the phone... it's really hilarious from this side of the conversation... well i am really add and i need to go to sleep Hey, Wow!! I just realized how busy I am going to be this semester. I need to get reorganized already. I have HW up the WAZOO, and I really don't have a lot of time to do it. I have to put in some applications and get a job. Joy!! :(. So if you see me around and I dont' seem to see you I have a lot on my mind. Oh yeah... just a little thought... GET SOME SLEEP... if you dont it will result in illness. That is what I think has happened to me. So as I try to get rest, organized, and well everything done; Don't be offended if I become recluse in my studies. I am a social person but I need to put my social side to rest for this semester. So anyways. If you need me and it is a life or death situation or not just give me a ring. But dont expect me to drop it all to have some fun. I had all the fun last semester and now it's time to buckle down the hatches. Well I must be going. Time dont' stand still forever. Plus I need the rest. bye |
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